EISHA

For the time being,

2009-06-25T12:06:00.000-07:00

Hey hearties, http://kisstragedy.blogspot.com okie? ^^v

(P.s. Read this post and wait for around 3.939475302 seconds to get directed to the webbie!)

Wrong move,

2009-06-23T10:59:00.000-07:00

I HAVE MORE PICTURES. But still kinda lazy to upload HOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!^&* tmrw la tmrw HAHAHA.
So anyw, headed down to Cck today. Finally saw tht idiot didi, DAYAN of mine!! Still as guailan as ever. HAHA. So f-ing miss him la. Then Sweet/my 2 Sist, were there too :D
After that, Shampoo came too!
Went some random rooftop and sat. Fun, we went crazy started calling everyone LOL.
And I nearly jump down D: LOl..........
After that, Lot1 for dinner and off to another random block with Sist. Sweet went home.
Nicolette my pweetiii came :D So f-ing miss her too la. Urghhhh!
"Sisters united wor". Laughs ^^v Blahblahblah, then went home with my pweeetii!!!
Timecheck; 2:05am. Gonna eat my fruits and bath soon!! After that watch movie on my Tv hahaha. BYEBYE loves!

Quick update,

2009-06-22T12:31:00.001-07:00

Hey hi here for a few minutes and I'm going off to my lalaland ^^v
Past few days have been real great and I have pictures to be updated, but, but I think I'll be updating them in a few days' time since I'm really gonna have my beauty sleep now HAHA. Gonna meet sweet ones later on omg, I really miss my didi esp. LOl.
Anyw, the afternoon was great at Seoul Garden with my two sweethearts. Had alot and I meant it, cuz everytime we have steamboat we'll start wasting food LMAO. I know, very bad.
So after that, was like in Marina Sq and walked around didn't expect myself to get in this shopping mood and started buying stuff and stuff and stuff. Oh well, I'm delighted in the end. However, I think I still need to shop for more stuff. (SHOPPING IS NEVER ENOUGH).
TIME CHECK; 3:34am.
GOTTA GO NAW, BUAIISZXC!!

Sorry I couldn't be your angel,

2009-06-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

Spammed aftereight chocos (feels so damn pepperminty)
Did chocolate mask, got choco milk scent ^^
Eat all my chips, sorethroat awaiting
Had a glass of strawberry yoghurt
Watched GG for awhile
Time check for the moment: 6.44pm
Gonna do:

Read my comics til I feel damndamndamn sleepy.....
.......and gonna take a nap for awhile while...
....waiting for daddy(L) to buy dinner home

P.s. Staying home for the day, feels damn good la. ^^

Crazy night IN,

2009-06-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

& Pictures from some random night:

Yesterday was one of the craziest night I ever had this year HAHAHA. So anyw.
Was like heading to Cck around late afternoon and met my sweet and sist. Rotted around, finally went home around 9plus or so. After that, met them at Fairmont Hotel. Woots, it was damn nice la. Could see the city all around. (WILL DEFINITELY UPDATE PICTURES LATER ON ^^)
Bought lots of tidbits and drinks from the convenience stores nearby. Had our supper and fooled around. HHAHAHA.
So around 2plus we had a bubble bath. Fun (^O^) Started to call lotsa people and LOL all the way. Slept around 6am+.
Woke up around 11am. Started to pack stuff and all. Had lunch over at some building I can't remember. Went to Sweet's house and had bubble bath again. Rly fun okeh :B
After that, headed down to Era around late afternoon. Sweet and sist headed home. So I headed home too, since I was feeling quite tired too.
&&&&& currently, I'm doing my face mask now. while my dinner is waiting for me to eat it beside me.

Heart2Heart talks were great last night my dear sweet&sist. =) And now, my stupid sweet knows my secret. HAHAHA, I know hers too. Cuz she went all night like, "I LIKE ********...... I LIKE ********...... I LIKE ********....." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

&&, happy Fathers' day to all dads in the world =) Got a formal shirt and a wallet for my dad and I guess he likes it. ^o^ HAHAHA, cuz I chose it ma. LMAO.

B o o m B o o m P o w

2009-06-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

Dined over at East Coast. Sweet and I had steamboat. Freaking full and went to the beach and relax. Can't believe I teared while thinking of something. Lol..

Homed before 11. MIRACLE MUCH. :D

Anyw, I think I'm more into books nowadays. Feel like reading those books I used to read when I was in Primary School. Brings back memories. Time check; 2.19am. Turning in soon =)

3 2 1 I M Y

2009-06-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

oMG wE eNJOYED tHIS jUST nOW WOOOTS

tEMPTATION.

ENJOYeD MY DaY! 2Nd round of DMTH this afternoon, ^^^^^^^^^^. No clubbing for me tonight, gonna enjoy my night playing poker on Fb now HEHEHE.

P.s. I'm not your mirror, so don't expect me to be as childish as you.

D E S T I N A T I O N,

2009-06-13T23:31:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 10.30am this morning, power right, finally a day which I could sleep in peace without having to think so much. Oh anyw, got to say I don't hate anybody now. After much thoughts. Woots.
Yesterday, went to Cp and met Ddear, Yang that stupid alien face was there too. HAHAH, he keep kp-ing me in audi, idiotic right. Kristi also came :) Then Yang went off after helping us buy thing. Ddear, Kristi and I cabbed down Bunk. Met ASweet. ASweet and I got our lipsticks at this cute shop, the cover damn nice HAHA, like toy like that.
Then after that, the 4 of us headed down to Heeren to meet Yukie and BSist. Had lunch/dinner over at Mac. Wanted to see the Nuffnang event thingy. But like damn few people were wearing Pjs? Gah.
So bored so we took a bus down to Era. Omg, bitchtalks? Lmao. Reached our destination, this woman working for sbs kp us. SIGH
Slacked around, had my TomYam Noodles from 711 (HAHA) I guess it's my supper. 10plus, cabbed home with Ddear, played Fb poker (BACK TO IT AGAIN) and started to feel damn tired, slept around 12mn. Wooots.

LOL. I see more and more Devil's Child la sia. WHOOPS, promise this is the last time I'm being sarcastic FOR NOW. Lol.

I'm taking back Friday,

2009-06-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

1.37am liao. I THINK I GOING TO SLEEP SOON. Plz don't be shock man, I know this is usually the timing when I'll start picking up my cell and dial 67773777. "Er may I have McSpicy Meal Upsize + McWings and my drinks coke ah thanks."

I'm getting used to having a normal human timing. Hehehe, congrats me lea.
Anyway, I think I sort of miss school. And the food there, I think I miss the food more. And talking about food makes me think of my meals per day. I think I'm used to having only 1 meal per day now, BUT WHY HAVEN'T I SLIM DOWN YET. ohmyfuck.
And I feel like watching Drag Me To Hell once more, I think this time I'll purposely scream even louder. HAHAHA

Goodbye and goodnight,

2009-06-12T10:26:00.001-07:00

LOL im back. But no pictures cuz I'm having a headache right now and it sucks ogayyyyyyyyy.
Anyway was like headed down to cck and find that stupid barbara sis of mine and sweet was there tooo! Before that was in this cab, the uncle is so damn irritating kept asking me questions and all but he talked nicely so I didn't scold him HAHA. (I'm so kind). Slacked around and around evening time sweet and I took a cab down to Era. And I swear the uncle damn funny LOL.
He is like pretty old already and kept talking to sweet and I. Then he randomly called his wife and even say "ai sio pa sibo?" Hahaha, I mean it's like damn cute la imagine when you're growing old with your husband and you two can still talk so cutely. And he even called his wife a bitch. Adding up to that, he said, "My home have 3 bitches, including my wife is 4." HAHAHAHA we can't stop laughing. I recorded the other funny stuff he said, but am lazy to upload now. lOL.
Reached Era already and slacked around. That stupid Wangzi keep on saysaysay me. He think he is yoonjihoo. SIGH. LOL
Then slacked around til 10plus and cabbed home. Luckily this time no more irritating/funny taxi driver.
LOL

Where'd you go, I miss you so,

2009-06-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

Went downtown east today and caught "Drag Me To Hell" with my sweetsweet. SWEAR WE WERE LIKE BIMBOS SCREAMING IN THE CINEMA and after screaming will ask her,"just now got people scream also right?" LOL

After that went down era, BOREDDDDDDDDDDD. 10plus cabbed home and open my mailbox. Another parcel hehehe, me damn happy, wooooooooooooootttttttttttzzzzzzzzzz.

Now 12.19am liao, feeling pretty sleepy already, ohmy. I guess I've reverted back to the normal timing? HAHA. Gonna wash up now, BAI PEEEEEPS.

Old picture,

2009-06-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

When I was 14/15. Woots.

0403082155,

2009-06-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

Lol.. finally realized how much we missed each other. Yeah, in the past the one who could put up with my attitude, the one who could help me do stuff without complains, the one who knew who I am inside, the one who I could tell my problems without hesitating 'cuz I trust her. No matter what you've done to me in the past, I guess it'll just be covered by the positive things... We've been in ups and downs, and you're always giving in to me.

Last night I almost lost myself, finally crying after a long time. I'm so glad we've opened up to each other, and last long with that stupid Nicholas ^^ You've got what you wanted after a long wait. I'll still regard you as my sister in my heart. The date 0403082155, I won't forget :)

(^O^) YAWNS

2009-06-09T18:51:00.000-07:00

To do list:

-Get a diary

-Find back my memories

-Stop hating

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Lol? wtf, my plurk account kena hacked? Fuck your mom.

2009-06-09T18:05:00.000-07:00

LOL.

Bai for nao, gonna go facebook and own those poker noobs HAHAHA (proud face).

I see victory spinning around your head,

2009-06-08T20:01:00.001-07:00

Now 11am liao, you know what time I woke up? 8plus!!!!!!! I don't know why but my contacts are seriously insane today, calling/smsing me so damn early. Earlier got a nightmare, fucking bad I swear..

Anyway, talking to DorisaLim12 online now, then suddenly she reminds me of the part which yesterday she fall while sitting on the roadside, damn classic til Sweetsweet and I laughed like no tomorrow HHAHAHHAHAHA i'm even laughing when I'm typing this. LOLOL.

No point

2009-06-08T17:42:00.000-07:00

Seriously,why do you bitches have to exist in my life and piss me off so badly everytime.I'm not gonna backdown,fucken hell.

爱我的人，和我爱的人

2009-06-08T09:26:00.000-07:00

Crawled out of bed today, omg so tired. Slept only 7hours. So lingered around my room and finally dragged myself out of the bedroom to the bathroom. Bathed, prepared, and cabbed down Era. Met Dor/Sweet/Bibi/Hubert over there. Ate at some kopitiam nearby. After that dor and sweet and I went to walkwalk and blahblah. Played comp awhile, sweet went home. Dor that stupid dear of mine keep psycho-ing me to take bus ]: But I don't like to take 87 unless I'm feeling emotional.

Nao 1.29am liao lea, tomorrow meetg them!! HEHE, I so wanna watch Drag me to hell. WTF I'VE BEEN HARPING ON THIS SENTENCE.

P.s. lOl,lol,LOl.

Mai jealous w0rhhszxc

2009-06-07T23:44:00.000-07:00

"BABY"

"BEE"

"DEAR"

Shuai?

2009-06-07T16:20:00.000-07:00

MINE

18413143344

Cry upon the past,

2009-06-07T16:09:00.000-07:00

This world seems like another dimension of a person's personality. I feel that I've stepped into somewhere which everyone contradicts themselves, becomes so different from what I thought they would be. Somehow truth has two sides. One that lies and one that don't. Times seem to be changing too fast that I can't catch up, out of breath. I'm starting to remember those past memories so vividly, rather than those recent sad ones which seems to be fading away..
Last but not least. ..secret where are you?/

Sweet memories,

2009-06-07T03:23:00.001-07:00

Felt quite emotional yesterday while playing audi at era. Sudden reminiscing everything about the past in bunk, those memories just immediately come back on different songs..
Actually wanna continue typing here 1, but then while typing i realized that my nailpolish on my fingernails are fading so now gonna go repaint them bye.

Okeh back to continue.

This song alot of memories ^^ LOl.

AIYA, time to prepare already, 7pm liao~ Later going club? Lol, though not much mood. I wanna watch drag me to hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

Baiiiii for now peeps.

Time to forget you,

2009-06-06T12:43:00.000-07:00

My favorite biscuit since young, (laugh).

Wanted to catch "Drag me to hell" / "Monster VS Aliens 3D" @ Tamp today but tickets were selling fast and timing was just not right, (pout). Bad bad mood too...

So Shuhui and I went to meet Justin and bus-ed to Era. Mood's getting better~

10plus cabbed down to Fernvale to meet Xiulian and others, rotted. Jiayang that fcker also came down, lol. After that went home sweet home~

P.s. (*o*) ...... (*0*) ......... (*O*) YAWNS.

Nightmare,

2009-06-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

I had a bad dream last night, had me learning something: I can't lose my parents.
Got myself crying. Fucking horrible dream.

Sleepy mode for days,

2009-06-04T09:14:00.000-07:00

I used to do these "scribblings" on my photos when I was younger, so fun ^^

Anyway, enjoying life now, I'm addicted to Restaurant City CURRENTLY, cuz I know sooner or later I'll get sick of it LMAO.

Life's going at a slow pace right now, feels so good, relaxing =)

On the other hand, life is so not great with the H1N1 flu all around, I mean it's like getting to more and more people already~ I wanna go overseas!! Btw, I know those who always read my blog don't tag me, right? Laughs, I think I have alot to type here but kinda lazy(*0*) YAWNS.

BYE FOR NAO (*O*) YAAAAWWWWNNNNS~~~

Charlie & The Chocolate Factory,

2009-06-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching this movie online, WAS SO HAPPY. Laughs, cuz I've missed alot of chances to watching it. Like when it just came out in the theatres the year I was having PSLE, so depressed that only I still had the mood to "wanna watch it". While everyone else wanna study TSK.

Ok, so anyway, I love enchanting stories like this. Like, I've already read the book over and over umpteen times. HEHEE, anyway gonna go bath like soon I guess. Going out later on :)

Two as one,

2009-06-03T19:18:00.001-07:00

Finally I'm fearing what's gonna happen to my memory. It seems like I've lost a part of my memory. Idk. I just felt that I know I've been crying damn badly like yesterday night or something but then again it felt like a dream.
Or was it * who came back...

“Do Singaporeans dress badly?”

2009-06-02T13:45:00.000-07:00

Tell me what's the most comfortable type of shoes you would wear when your feets are literally suffocating in those pair of red hot, pretty yet painful 4inch high heels?

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..............................obviously a pair of flipflops!

Talking about footwear, I've never really notice about others' shoes unless on the MRT, whereby I'll take a sit and prolly notice them. Of course, I noticed that most singaporeans wear flipflops. If you'd ask me, I'll tell you that I wear them almost any other day! \

Reason being: Comfortable.

In my opinion, I think that flipflops are pretty easy to match with almost any outfit. But of course, it's casual too. In other countries, I guess wearing flipflops to the beach would then be a common thing.

For me, I think, casual wear is something like wearing a tshirt and a pair of pants.

Something like this..

In addition, most, in fact ALL people wear casually to sleep! I guess for me, it's very casual wear for bedtime.

Casual much?

Sometimes, if I wanna get an icecream or maybe a few packs of Potato chips, I'll just get out lazily in my sleep wear. Of course, there're also lazy people like me, who just simply wear as casual as sleep wear to Town! But so far, I've not seen any girls wearing their sleeping gown to Town yet. (Laughs)

Then again, if I do see someone wearing a Powerpuff Girls long sleeve and a pair of long matching pants, it'll be classic. (I KNOW, imaginary!!!!!)

A little more than casual...

....matching a blazer!!!!!! Ok, I think blazers are hot now, (RANDOM).

WHAT'S HOT..............

...AND WHAT'S NOT.................

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Yes I listen to her songs, yes I think her songs are nice, yes I think she has a nice name, BUT no I think her dressing disappoint me.

If anyone in Town in the future are gonna follow Lady Gaga wearing this, it'll be awful. (LOL!!!!!!)

Overall, I guess it's pretty hard to find a lot of Singaporeans with really good or unique fashion sense on the streets as I guess everytime a fashion craze comes, almost everyone follows.

NEXT AIM:

All my troubles casted away a moment,

2009-06-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

Today, enjoyed my day out with Rae and Jean. And I'm really happy to see the both of them (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) again it's like been ages since we've gone out together. Ben&Jerry firstly, then skypark (whatever you name it). Reminisced many things and realized that the past is always better. Love the old bunkers' time seriously.. So carefree.
Anyway, we'll meet soon. LAUGHS, only the two of them knows. ^^ HAHAHAHAH.
I'm off to bath, and sorry no pictures yet cuz I've yet to transfer them to my laptop!

BAI!!

The hurt so deep, and scars remain,

2009-05-29T16:05:00.000-07:00

PICK MYSELF UP,

LOL

AND BREAKDOWN

ONCE AGAIN.

Let's sit back and relax,

2009-05-27T13:59:00.001-07:00

Omg, it's like I've been stuck on the laptop these few days, cooping myself at home cuz I seriously can't stop looking for sprees!!!!! Have participated in many alr, gotta stop myself o-m-g. And anw, have you guys heard of the Swine Flu which has alr stepped into Sg with it's verified 1st case yesterday?

Feel kinda insecure now -sulks- If it keeps spreading then maybe I wouldn't even step out of the house anymore ]: Does this virus spells the first sign of the "world's end" in 2012? Horrifying ain't it?

In addition, I think I need to step out of the house like sooner or later cuz I wanna stock up on my comics and magazines. *grins* I decided to live a life which I am most comfortable with. Lying on the bed and relaxing at home. HA! -stupid face-

Plus+, have you seen recently I've put up an extra panel on the right side of my page. It's clickable. And I'm still thinking of whether to set up an online boutique, or put all pictures on that page.

K, this is getting really wordy, and it's 5:06am right now. GONNA SLEEP ANYTIME!!!! Daddy cooked me a bowl of noodles awhile ago, *giggles*, gonna brush my teeth and sleep alr. BAIBAI.

Too many forgot what they wanted in life,

2009-05-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

Carnot storp slipping. And bathing. And eating.

BAI.

Words within the heart,

2009-05-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

Feel so distressed over the nightmare I had earlier on. It sucks, something untold yet to be announced to everyone I love. Certain words are just too inappropriate to be spelled out over here. Many things seem to be happening in a speed which it's just too fast for me to catch up. Couldn't stop crying after that and it like an endless episode. Falling down so deeply into darkness.

Watch over me, guardian angel.

Adventure day,

2009-05-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

Today, head out around late afternoon. Met Dear at bunk, cuz it's the 2nd last day til it's closing down ]': Sentimental..
Met Sissy and co for awhile, then headed to Kranji with Dear. Met the others and then we all seperated into different cabs to Seletar Farmway. (which I realized was very near my previous school LMAO)
Waited at the roadside for the others to arrive. Including the guys. Then we all walked into the darkdark place, but in the end dead ends..
Decided to head to Vari Nice and settle down for a moment. Wanted to take 82 to Punggol End. But the last bus flew right in front of our eyes cuz we were still waiting for some of the rest to faster come. HAIZ.
Walked into the direction of which was said to be White house(?) (Idk but I think I saw the house located somewhere near the neighborhood in Punggol last time LMAO). Dead end again. Pssssst.
It was 4am+ in the morning and we all had no idea how to get out of Pgl End so wanted to walk but luckily halfway an uncle fetched us back to somewhere near the Expressway. Walked over to plaza then.
Had fun over at Future Park. Hahahahha. Morning came and we went to White Sands. Blahblahblah, and noon came. Tired and sick, so we headed home.
It was a longlong day!

Glad I've learnt to be stronger,

2009-05-20T09:12:00.000-07:00

I've died, and I need a runaway. To leave all these unhappy stuff behind and lead a new life. Learn a new sentence from my experience, "Truth has two sides, but many chose to look at only one side of it."

Just like a person, if we choose to judge from only a certain perspective, we'll never ever get to see the other perspectives of that certain person.

Even though nothing has happened, my thoughts are once again killing me. I can't stop thinking and thinking, this sucks. Should stop misplacing my trust on the wrong people, or maybe get to the only person I could trust all along --myself.

Don't probe.

Puppets all around,

2009-05-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to say,

Have a nice day.

Stay calm.

Relax.

You are so shallow,

2009-05-17T08:30:00.000-07:00

It's a plain day today. Wokeup in the late afternoon. Spent time watching dramas online. Any more recommendations? =) Fell asleep while waiting for daddy to buy back Mac. Had a real bad nightmare, because I tried escaping but it seems like dreams in a dream. Wokeup 1hour later, it seemed like I've fallen asleep for many hours.

I wanna shop online!

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Title: "Seems like I grew up in audi."

4.41am now. Gonna sleep anytime soon. Played audi earlier on, felt happy, and at the same time sad. Reminisce about many sweet memories during the time when we were all knowing each other through Audi, which was 4years ago.. Missed alot of people. Times seem to have changed so much so I almost can't catch up. Disappointed in many stuff.

P.s. Those songs seem to be like a pile of collections, stuffed with those memories that were almost forgotten. How I wish I didn't have a bad memory.

Goodnight.

Rebel,

2009-05-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

Went to Era today and things happened. Everything's alright now, glad.

Had h2h talks with my two beloved girlz: Shanice'Ahneh and Dorisa'Dear. =)

Thanks for listening to my rantings my dear ahneh =) At least you listened & me love you!

Headed to East Coast Park for awhile and I caught a hellokitty with just 2bucks, happy lea, cuz everytime spent all my money on those freaking machines but get nothing. :D

Me miss alot of people, esp miss Aimiko'Sweet2 and Babara'Sister!!

+ I've lost my memory, at least the
part which includes you and me.

++ I'm so disappointed :') (Don't
ask!)

+++ Dorisa lim is stalking all my
archives, maybe I should remove 'em again, hehehehez.

++++ I wanna watch dramas/movies, shop
online, so I should bath right now BAI!

Wake up cuz I'm only dreaming,

2009-05-15T11:37:00.000-07:00

LIFE'S FILLED WITH DIFFERENT COLORS.

sometimes it's grey, sometimes it's bright and sunny, sometimes it seems like there's a downpour, sometimes we get blinded, sometimes we fade away, sometimes there's many colors, and sometimes it seems like ~~death is nearing~~.

And my days are now described as the 7th picture =)

To my dear ljb (coco): Received a phonecall from you just now, you were crying but you denied, still I know you are. Not knowing what had happened, kept asking you but you refused to tell me.. Wanted to find you under your block but you said you were going to bed soon but I know it's a lie and it's okay :) Hope you would tell me when you're ready to say, won't force you but hope you're really fine k. Loves you many!! (L)

You make me crazier, crazier,

2009-05-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

These few days are happy days for me =)

That explains the [ =) ] which seems a happier face than the norm [ :) ]

How nice if our days would be as colored as this picture on top ^^

Oh by the way, me got a new hair lea.
want see?
want see?
want see?!

HEHE, just kidding. It's one of the effect dude.
Gotta admit you're stupid if you fell for that :$

There's only

2009-05-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

To Gina my beloved lesbo:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D Finally sweet 16.

And hope you've enjoyed your day with ***** hehehehe.

Better meet me asap ok!

Headed down to Cathay for awhile in the evening. To pass my dear lesbo Gina her b'day present =) It's her birthday today!!

After that, walked to Dbg S.A. to meet my dear and my sweet2!!

Arcade for awhile, and off to Leon's aunt's pub and drink.

Back to S.A. and rotted awhile and Jeremy's daddy fetched me home =)

THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAY. 2am liao, must bath and drama and sleep!!

1 way,

2009-05-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

Headed down to DownTownEast. Met up with my lovable's! & had fun :)

Too lazy to elaborate any further, gonna continue meeee drama now!!!!

My retarded-baby and my unglam face. DON'T YOU THINK DOMO IS SO KUTE?!!!

omgggggggg, i love it's retarded face. hehehe.

2 say,

2009-05-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Cynthia, my dearest Nehneh.

I'm sorry about last night, and we'll meet up soon to catch up..

Currently watching Boys Before Flowers. Idk why is it sometimes called Boys over Flowers and sometimes Boys before Flowers. Anyone can tell me? Laughs.
Anyway, it's very nice, til I could watch for like 7hours straight. And caused myself to sleep so EARLY this morning. 9am. Couldn't sleep so ate breakfast first. Haha.
Guess am not going anywhere later on? Boring. Hope thursday come asap. Ha.
h8 exams, make my loves cannot come out til late. SAD. But exams are ending soon, heehee.

Last but not least, am having this urge to change phone. I know I am crazy lol.

3 words,

2009-05-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

Wokeup at 7pm which was like 44minutes ago okeh i know you will call me a pig buttttttttttt, finally can sleep til so satisfied. Hehehe. Cuz these few days have been sleeping for like only 7hours per day but today slept for 11hours feels so great.

K enough of the crap. Think am going out later on? Cuz Cynthia'Nehneh's birthday? Hmm. *sneaks off to watch drama awhile*

4 you.

2009-05-10T13:49:00.000-07:00

Happy mothers' day to the greatest female in the world :)

Bought a Guess wallet for my mom.. hope she likes it yea :)

/edited/

I'm back, I'm fine. Prolly I am..

Headed out around 9.15pm and cabbed down to Kovan to meet Trisha (my hunny^^). Blahblahblah and a dog nearly bit her leg we were both damn shock omg. Midnight or so, cabbed down to my house void deck and met Coco (my ljb^^). Talked things and I knew she was rly putting on a brave front. I wished I didn't told you anything about % my dear.. Sigh. I really do ]:
Was talking on the phone with Cynthia (my nehneh^^) til around 2am and was actually deciding where to head to. In the end, decided to go up back home and sleep.
5am now, gonna sleep yeah. Nights sweethearts.

Thinking too much,

2009-05-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'm losing myself, seems like everything in the world means nothing to me now. Finally breaking down after a long time of fighting back those tears. Staying strong all along was so hard, now I am picking myself up. My thoughts are consistantly killing me, crippling me bit by bit. Nothing has happened, but I can't help but to think and think of every single thing.

Maybe that is just something which makes me escape from reality, from thinking, and getting into a state in which feels like as though I am dreaming. Needs no consolation, it's so hard to trust (random). And got to escape from reality for a short while now. Bye.

Happy bday to Kitty and belated to Shanji,

2009-05-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

My breakfast at 12noon.

==> PlazaS ==> FarEastP ==> PlazaS ==> Haunted house ==> Bunk ==> Tampines ==> DowntownE ==> Home Sweet Home (L)

Within 2minutes,

2009-05-08T12:07:00.000-07:00

Went out to Pgl to have steamboat with Dorisa'mydear. That's me, so shag right, omg, gonna sleep soon!! EYES CLOSING ANYTIME.

Well, waited for her like 40minutes ]: Cuz she took the train and I took the cab. Lazy much(?)

Had no idea on how to get to the country club, so took a cab there.

Had beer after that, WAS FREAKING FULL. & Dear wanted to drink.....so........

Slacked around after that, waiting for a damn cab to come in. Was so freaking long. Til we walked out halfway and there was one, (thankgod).

Anyway, supposed to go down bunk and meet some loves. But didn't in the end 'cuz was too lazy and needed some sleep. (L)

Awwwww, damn sweet

2009-05-07T23:55:00.000-07:00

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss u underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

U know I love u when u loving me
Sometimes it's better when it's publicly
I'm not ashamed I don't care who sees
Just hugging & kissing our love exhibition all

We rendezvous out on the fire escape
I like to set up an alarm today
The love emergency don't make me wait
Just follow I'll lead u
I urgently need you

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss u underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lies
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

I see u closing down the restaurant
Let's sneak and do it when your boss is gone
Everybody's leaving we'll have some fun
Or maybe it's wrong but u turn me on
Ooh, we'll take a visit to your Mama's house
Creep to the bedroom while your Mama's out
Maybe she will hear it when we scream and shout
And we will keep it rocking until she comes knocking

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss u underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us.
Let's get lost in lies
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care

If we keep up on this fooling around
We'll be the talk of the town
I'll tell the world I'm in love any time
Let's open up the blinds cause we really don't mind

Ooh I don't care about the priority
Let's break the rules and ignore society
Maybe our neighbor like to spy too
So what if they watch when we do what we do

Oh, let's go to the park
I wanna kiss u underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us...

When my love for you is blind,

2009-05-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

Wokeup around 11.20am this morning. BY MY CELLPHONE ALARM. Shouldn't have set it so early ]: Feeling so tired right now.

Anyway, supposed to wakeup early and go to SP to find Mx and J. Cuz the lunchtime is like 1pm? Idk, ha. In the end didn't go, sorry sweeties.

2pm liao, dear and sweet2 going bunk, HAHA, thinking of them makes me suddenly feel so excited. LMAO, no lifers. And I've been eating alot lately, fuck. WHERE'S MY DIET PLAN. Wlaoeh, fatass liao, die liao, si liao, gg liao.

Aaaaaaaand, there's this urge of studying.....feel like studying, but where's my motivation!! And at the same time, feel so much like playing nonstop. Shopping relaxing HAIZ better stop this liao!

Talking about shopping, ==> $$$$$$

$$$$ --> MOTHER DAY PRESENT.

Mother day ~~> Coming sunday.

Kill me please.

BAIBAI, GOTTA GO BATH AND PREPARE!!!!!!!!!!!!111123456

In the end it was you,

2009-05-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

Spent hours at the salon and kept dozing off while the hairstylist is doing my hair.

9pm --> DONE!!

Went off to Hougang to meet Manxuan. Had some western food for dinner, lOLOl. Small talks and we did something stupid yet fun! LMAO. No asking!

Staying home to sleep tonight, so addicted to Facebook's Friends for sale already. Si liao la, it's really so fun and my value keeps increasing!!! :D

Okay, fuck the cramps, make me feel like eating sia.

1:33am --> OFF TO RAID KITCHEN!!

1000 oceans,

2009-05-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

Anyway wokeup feeling so damn exhausted this afternoon. Bones like breaking
anytime and felt so restless. Omg........
Ohyeah, tried cooking again like at 6.30pm cuz initially wanted to head to
the salon but felt that it was kinda late so gonna go tomorrow instead. Talking
about heading to the salon tomorrow, gonna kick away the habit to stay out
tonight FOR TONIGHT and sleep early.
Back to topic, tried cooking fried noodles, HAHAHAHA. I like.
Funfunfun.

8.48pm. Dying of boredom. Feeeeeeel like going out later siaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ohmgggggg. Better control myself, if not ain't having any trips to the salon tomorrow }:

Not to forget, to constantly reminding myself, BETTER HAVE A DIET SOON. I'm like so damn envious of the models which I see on online boutiques, freaking skinny legs, I LIKE. But but but butterrrrrr me so damn tempted to have Mac now. Ohdamn.

+ Me misses Dayan, the guy who I always address as Didi (little brother). Heard he's gone in, ]': Hope he'll come out soon, (sad face)..

++ Me misses *, maybe not anymore. :) (smiley)..

Everything and nothing,

2009-05-05T11:42:00.000-07:00

WAS HUNGRY AT 2AM. SUNCK UP TO THE KITCHEN AND FOUND SOME INSTANT NOODLES.
First time know how to light up the stove (i know i know) cuz everyone in the apartment refuses to teach me. Ohwell/
Had two packets of mee goreng. NONONO, plz don't accuse me of being a fatass here but the packets are rly tiny. HAHA.
Finally ate finish and feel so freaking full to the extent I feel like puking.
Btw, I think taste like my favorite qiu lian ban mian lor. HAHAHA

P.s. You leave me breathless/

Where'd you go,

2009-05-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

Currently talking to Nicolette'Pretty online! Feel quite happy cuz reminds me of the times we crazy together lmao. She's my happypie :)

And still deciding whether to get my hair fixed today or not. Hmmm. 6.20pm already, gotta start deciding soon! BYE.

Insomnia,

2009-05-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 4plus in the afternoon. Going work later on... Maybe finding Coco and Bro @ their workplace first :D Kay, gonna bathe and change now, BYEBYE.

Ohyea?

2009-05-02T15:27:00.000-07:00

FUCKENINGLY SICKENING. SO UNORIGINAL I HAVTA SAY.

Stalk me more often babe, you're so pretty, online.

One after another,

2009-04-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

I realized it's the 102nd day since...

Hidden,

2009-04-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

Forget me, forget everything.
Overnights at kampong(sk) everyday with brothers and sisters. Heartbreaks and bloodsights. I'm going crazy over someone who hates me.
Tears are not enough to spell whats hidden in my heart, joking around and laughing is the presence of masks covering my true state. I can't believe it, repeats over and over again.
Hurting myself, is just one way to numb the pain in my heart. I need no witnesses to see what I am doing to me.
In life there's so much regrets, for fear for self for tears.

There's much I should start quitting; crying, hurting, and regretting.

Maybe for now, I'm gone? :')

FORGET ABOUT ME.

"It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with (her) now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you"

Bright sunny day,

2009-04-28T17:57:00.000-07:00

(UNCLICKABLE SAD)

Birthday, surprised me with a cake.
Sweet sia, I even forgot about my fucking birthday.
Didn't take pic of cake cuz scared kena face.
Walked to Rp and ate at mac.
Newcomer gave Coco and I McChicken meat when we ordered McSpicy.
Found out when ate half of it. Songbo. KIDDING. rofl.
Went home around 7am+.

Oh, ic

2009-04-27T18:15:00.001-07:00

I'm so stupid, I'm so silly, I love blood, I'm negative, I'm emotional, I'm fuckedup, I'm unpredictable, I'm impulse, I'm in love with someone who don't give a damn about me. Smiles*

Good things come to an end,

2009-04-25T19:05:00.001-07:00

Broke down on the cab cuz of a call. Can't believe it anyway... Well, nothing much to say about this. And now, I know who I want and I need, maybe I've sorted out my thoughts, or maybe not. In a dilemma now, can't imagine why I actually did such a silly thing, silly decision to be nice.

And Manxuan, remember what you've promised me :)
Love you always. Same goes to Samantha Chua too, (L)

Ohmg,

2009-04-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

Going over to Elysia's chalet later on. Gonna hardcore prepare asap now! BYEBYE.

With loveeees,

2009-04-23T14:21:00.000-07:00

Slept for 4hours this morning, damn. Couldn't get myself to sleep anyway. So, wokeup and played Fb again, so addictive I swear. Got myself ready and went to get my hair done, so happy with the result. Everyone was like "Your hair is nice" instead of "You have dry hair". Hahaha, *smiles*

Then met Justin that retard (He really is damn retarded I swear HAHA) and went to pennisula plaza to get my stuff. Heehee, very happy x2. Cuz finally ran the errands I needed to.

After that, headed on to Eastpoint for bubbletea(that retard treated me 3/4) and cabbed down to my dear Nehneh's chalet.

Lingered around for like til 3am + and then wanted to call a cab. Then this nice security from the chalet waited with me. Finally home sweet home and now it's like 5.26am and me gonna sleep anytime soon. Cuz there's my dental appointment later on at town. Heading down to Nehneh and Elysia's chalet later on!

P.s. I'm sorry..

1

2009-04-22T06:13:00.001-07:00

Today's finally a day for me to rest at home without setting my alarm. Heehee. Tomorrow's my dear BabyNehneh's chalet and then the day after is my dear ElysiaSweetie's chalet. So me decided to rest at home today, and finally can shop awhile tomorrow liao. Hoho, so gonna get my screwed hair done.
Past few days have been tonning outside and no time to blog, and can anyone teach me how to get my msn uninstalled? Tried ways and means but still to no avail, f~ck it.
It's 9.18pm right now, tell me what am I supposed to do online~! Quite lazy to watch dramas, maybe my last option. Finding jobs, anyone have jobs to intro? I'm just so bored, need things to take my mind off certain stuff.

It sucks to see things happening right in front of you, yet there's nothing you could do. Many things you wanna type, but there's just this hesitation to backspace 'em all.

Clickclick,

2009-04-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

Click on my ad !!!!! One click only won't lag 1

Crap,

2009-04-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

Should I cut my fringe? Getting so crappy and irritating but am afraid would regret cutting it. Hmm...

Anyway, I am gonna shop later, should be la hehe, unless me lazy to carry things. Enjoying me life now, BYE!

If I say ily,

2009-04-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

You know the meaning of my blogsong?

would you mind?

Untitled,

2009-04-14T08:00:00.001-07:00

eeee

in 2 weeks.

And

want

YOU

"You make the street lights reappear,

I feel bright when you stand near."

Question,

2009-04-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

"should I post pictures?"

Hush,

2009-04-12T22:13:00.000-07:00

Typed a whole lot of vulgarities, and backspaced 'em all. Can't believe am getting so fed up over 2 people and a 50$. Maybe just a small sum of money, but I still want it k, I can't believe me spending my precious time and in the end getting nothing back. Fucking bitch. Bastard. Label me cheap or what, you're still even worser. Fancy cheating money at your freaking age. Assume all you want, I'm talking about you and you. (middle finger)

@#$%^&*(#$%^&*(#$%^&*( DONE RANTING.

The world's just full of unjust. I'm losing sleep by the days, lesser and lesser. It's 1.21pm now, must be shock to see me awake. I'm planning to go shopping later, temptation to shop. Ohmygoddddd. I want many things, eyeing on them right now. Online shopping pisses me off sometimes, limited items and having to wait. Watching last epi of Brown Sugar Macchiato now, damn nice. Can't believe I am actually writing a compo now.

Sad state,

2009-04-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

I hate this. Memories flowing back into my mind.

As the old songs are playing,

images of the past flashback.

I miss.... I miss.... I miss....

I have no idea what I want either.

1st, 4th, 5th, 11th, 16th.

(Don't bother guessing.)

(L)

Cry

2009-04-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

I'm so addicted to Kodomo Baby Bath, AWWWW~
And I love my bed, I love i love i love love love love love.
And I cry, cry cry cry cry cry.
Oh wait am watching Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo, nice lea. Btw, sorry to those who I dua today.............too much adventure then never go club in the end, HEARD IT WAS FUN. _l_
But clubbing pisses me off at times.

Truth is, I get so fed up after club. Sad and sorry to say.

Freaking bad mood, BAI _l_

The climb,

2009-04-07T16:08:00.000-07:00

This song dedicated to Billy :)

Hi

2009-04-07T16:02:00.001-07:00

I slept on the bench and slept cuz the wind was so strong, freaking cold. Felt like it was snowing, as though in London. Dreamt of *, who told me something idk what, and woke up crying.

HAIZ

2009-04-07T01:52:00.000-07:00

I'm staring at the bowl of BAKWA I've stolen from my fridge 5minutes ago.
It's begging me not to eat it.
I'm telling it I couldn't turn on the heater because no one teached me how to. If not I confirm don't wanna eat it.

TIME FOR GROCERY SHOPPING.

Actually shopping for food excites me more than shopping for clothes because I think food are easier to choose and clothes are hard to choose for fickleminded people like me.

Sudden thoughts,

2009-04-06T23:52:00.001-07:00

No matter how hard you try, you'll still never get to the point to understanding my innermost feelings.
Lies do exist, emotions are controllable, expressions are nothing.

Because it's hard to find someone whom we all could trust, it's hard to let go of the feelings which has been hidden in our heart for long.

Because betrayals do exist, it's hard to take off the shield from your heart.

pig

2009-04-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

RIGHT NOW, xiaoahboi is sleeping on my bed and snoring as loud as a pig. PIG YOU KNOW WHAT IS PIG. and his hair damn funny, like coconut, LOL. thts why sleep need to wear a cap. HAIZZZZZZZZ.

Somewhere faraway,

2009-04-05T19:51:00.000-07:00

Just finished completing "Why why love", this nice Taiwan drama. Last epi fucking made me cry every now and then. HAIZ. In the end, still :-)
Woke up at 6am, UNBELIEVABLE i know. Hunted for food right after. Can't believe I freaking ate Mac at 11pm last night when I was so damn sleepy. Before that, I actually slept for 12hours. *Adding up* I think I slept not much :-(
Calls and messages got on my nerves, K LA, actually is my ringtone. SO I WENT TO ACTIVE MY SILENT MODE. So sorry to those who thought I died or something. HAHAHA.

AND at 3am plus, SOME FUCKER actually pranked me duno how many times KNNBCCB people sleeping still call and don't wanna talk. PRIVATE NUMBER somemore,
DAMN SMART.

Random,

2009-04-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

A photograph of Mandy and I.

I rly rly wanna go, but not for long. Finally I've made up my mind, everything seems so settled, maybe I've just got nothing else to say. It's okay, I'll find a way.

Post in a post,

2009-04-01T20:28:00.001-07:00

You say cool anot?

*SMILES LIKE NO TOMORROW*

I like,

2009-03-30T13:52:00.000-07:00

忍不住　想要愛你的衝動
不確定你屬於我　會有點寂寞
你給的幸福　在我心中自由走動
撫平我每一個傷口
忍不住　想要吻你的衝動
不確定我的執著　能讓你感動
我只能相信自己感受　不怕失落
關於你的一切　我想要比誰都懂

Fakenoob, then what is real noob?you?

2009-03-30T12:32:00.000-07:00

SO PISSED. In audi you must never ever use a second/third/fourth/so on.. account but your very own account which states your real level because if you use your other account you'll be labelled as a FAKE NOOB. Then may I ask if, the person who called me a FAKE NOOB can be labelled as a REAL NOOB???????!!!

"MrRuve" is a real noob and loser in audi, NEVER PLAY WITH HIM and if you win him, HE WILL KICK YOU.

Advise me,

2009-03-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

Getting a new hairstyle soon, advise me. And I've few hours left to deciding whether to leave Sg, this Saturday.

The stares you gave, the shock look on your face,

2009-03-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

& To my dear girl, next time please really listen to me. Told you before he may not be a good person. And do be careful of the guys around you right now. I don't want anything bad to happen to you and I'll be just the last to know. You know I'm always there for you :-)

& To Coco Ljb, thanks for listening to what I've got to say and even guessing who's occupying my mind. Thanks for being patient and waiting for me, a slow coach. And even coming up to my house because I didn't answer your calls nor reply to your messages. You're so sweet =) And I'm gonna meet ya later!!

& To Alfred Twin, cheer up!! Worries me to see you in agony and sadness. I understand how you feel, I really do. I've been there and don't worry, just live your day to the fullest and everything's gonna be alright. Even if the ending's gonna be a sad one, I hope you wouldn't do anything silly. But of course, have faith in your love, ok?

& To others trying to contact me, I'm sorry if I didn't pick up your calls or reply your messages. My mind's still in a whirl, I'm getting back to the start. I won't change and I love you guys.EXCEPT FOR SOME PEOPLE.

Destroy my soul,

2009-03-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

MIA..? (should I?)

[I think someone would be damn glad ^^]

With love, Rebecca

2009-03-25T12:57:00.000-07:00

A switch in the roles, a twist in the characters, how lovely it'd have been if you were the one who I wanted you to be. A lie in the pocket, a cut in the flesh, I could have revealed but I chose to keep it. Sharp pointed heels, bleeding cuts on tiny feets, is it me who've wandered around instead of a dance with you in the hall. Tick-tocking, the time ain't stopping, I used my fingers and shifted the hands back to the time, the time when I first saw you. You meant so much, so much but as to compare with the important roles around me, I couldn't weigh out who meant more. Selfishness, the other role tried to capture me away, I had yells all over and it seems like a nightmare. My room's so empty, so cold without the shadow, the shadow of you.

If only you guys could make out what I'm trying to say in my words, my story.

My room is cold it's making me insane,

2009-03-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

Why is it that whenever I get so stressed and fed up/upset the only thing which allows me to vent my anger on is my blog, and yet when I face the post creating page my mind turns into a blank and nothing seems to be suitable for everyone to see which is on my mind. Why is it that almost everything seems to be in place til the day I first met you, an impression so deeply etched into my mind of your image. Assure me everything's gonna be okay, everything's gonna be alright, and the next day I'm gonna see your face.

And when I lose myself, I think of you,

2009-03-23T18:38:00.000-07:00

Status: Probably need some peace alone for few days to sort out my feelings.

(I guess so)

Reason: Unknown. Quit asking, will tell if I want to.

Contact: Cellphone. Sorry for not replying/answering to people who tried contacting me.

(Mind was in a mess.)

Msn: Maintainance (FOR MINE), will re-dl if there's sufficient time.

How sad it was for me to be sad over a lil matter, but now I'm confused. Is it the letter, or the number.

Lastly,
At first it was *, after that it is **. * was always ^, even though ** is (-). And now comes ***, but I'm so %!?, that ## for *** will be like 16th.

no.16 / i dont want it again

2009-03-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

This fucked up feeling overriding me. I'm finding another place to run, alone all by myself. I need some peace, somewhere I can sort all my feelings. It's been long since I've seen you, wish you had the same thoughts as me. My phone's just a machine, messages and spam calls, I'm sorry to those who I didn't get back to. I'm feeling so damn complicated right now. Maybe looking at departures and flights would make everything better.. I'm avoiding everything. I'm afraid, I'm afraid everything's gonna be like the same as number 16.

I have so many things to say, but I have no idea where to start from. It's 10pm, I'm leaving. I'll be back, when I've sorted everything out.

why everyone ask same qn

2009-03-19T12:13:00.000-07:00

-Signs in Msn-

" BARCODE @ STJAMES, WHY NEVER GO? "
" today never go clubbing? "
" Powerhouse event you not attending uh? "
" Hey, you forgot about tonight's event?! "
" oh, did you go to barcode? "
" Never go stJames? "

HAIZ/ blame it on JIANG ZHI SHU AND YUEN XIANG QIN'S SHOW OK. sibeh addictive, too lazy to leave house, confirm cab here and there like siao, cannot must save $.$!!

Shutter

2009-03-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

Just now after watching Shutter I took a picture of my chair and realized that ............. HOW?!!

Just now was watching Shutter on TV while daddy went to buy Mac for me *loved*
Even though Shutter is a very old movie and everyone's commenting that it's very scary and all, this is my 5673829th time watching and I still find it ok-ok. Probably the most scariest horror movie I've watched is 4bia. *giggles <<>

HAHAH, my picture above ah, KIDDING ONLY LA only idiots believe :x (even though I don't like this face LOL)

To my bitch♥♥

2009-03-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

Camping at home sibeh shiok.

2009-03-17T13:26:00.000-07:00

My eyes are hurting now haiz but I still wna watch my "They Kissed Again" hehehoho.

On a brighter note, I'm feeling better now, not in a bad mood anymore.

Anyway time check, 4.28am.

Seriously am trying to count the hours I've been sleeping but it's pretty hard and I love my home a very comfortable place to be muacks I feel like camping at home forever and enjoy my days hahahaha march holidays' gonna end for you nubs *winks ^^v (guailan)

I can forgive, but I can't forget.

2009-03-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

I really feel like crying now. All those plain accuses, all those blames. I almost cannot take 'em all, I always see a pair of hands, pushing 'em all to me. But where's the pair of hands, that promised to take me away from this misery. I feel like my brain has been sliced off my skull, leaving myself no mind to think. I get sad over small lil things, even words humans could say. Fuck the sentences that brought me down, even though it's a day ago. Thanks for hurting my soul so much, fucking fucker.

One step closer to getting a break from these shit. Once I'm leaving, maybe not even turning back..

Jiro wang

2009-03-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

The more I look at Jiro Wang,

the more I think he looks like a Thai.

Vey random but I am sleepy now had maggie mee at 9plus in the morning and it's 6hours since that meal now watching They Kissed Again which is a vey cool drama I love and I have cooled down ok back to the show now b a i b a i.

Day was like a bitch

2009-03-16T09:10:00.001-07:00

Zouk was fine. Boring part was that you had to squeeze even though the venue was huge and like sauna haiz. Bad part was my day was started with me getting pissed off and all. And continuing til the day ends. Fucking hell.
Overall, I'm so fed up. Next time I won't even give a damn. Helping people = getting yourself into a mess. People nowadays can't spare a thought for others.
Nevermind, others have their own thinking, I CAN'T DO A FUCK ABOUT IT. I can't believe why am I so fucking goddamn stupid to tolerate with all these f.shit all along.

Next time I won't be so readily saying "Yes" to others. And whatever, pms or what, it's hard to stop being angry with these people.

i want to sleep

2009-03-13T12:04:00.000-07:00

Today went to fetch Dorisa'Dear from her school. Nubcake, HAHAHA.
Bus-ed to Bishan and ate lunch there, Xiulian'Xg came and we went to Suntec after that for IT fair. Freaking hell lots of people so irritating.....................#$%^&*
Cabbed to Bugis after that, bought stuffs.. After that Xg's boyf came to meet her and dear and I went to buy durian, HAHAH freaking funny the people there kept pushing to us more and more and more and almost went crazy.
Bus-ed home after that, can't believe I'm so damn tired til I dozed off in the bus. I need more sleep. But these few nights ain't gonna be peace cuz I'm gna lack of sleep. Aiya whatever.

3am liao, gonna wake up soon. omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. NIGHTS.

Fats

2009-03-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

First half is Manxuan helped me to poke, then the other half is I poke. HAHAHA.

nice song lea

2009-03-11T14:42:00.000-07:00

Ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

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2009-03-11T13:12:00.000-07:00

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